Fixing relationships is not my thing
So a couple Fridays ago I called an ex of mine, just to ask how he was doing and vice versa. I felt it was time to live up to the deal (or however one may call it) that we decided on a couple weeks after he had broken up with me: that we be friends. Next day I call him again, but he doesn’t answer. I leave a message. Keep in mind: I have a phobia of phones, and leaving a message is one of the scariest things for me to do.
By Tuesday night I see him online on MSN, so I say ‘hello’. He doesn’t respond, and then half an hour later he appears offline. That did not seem right, so I checked Facebook. Oh, he took me off his friends list (he no longer appeared on my list). I ask a friend of mine if he is online on MSN. He is. He blocked me.
So, he severed contact with me.
Lesson learned:
I shall never try to do that sort of thing ever again, with anyone.
All it does is stress me out, and then in the end it is a loss anyway. I should get used to losing things, but really… it would be nice for a change if some good things were to happen.
